What would I attempt if I knew I could not fail....

Given the new momentum and focus of my life over the last 10 weeks or so - I am feeling confident and passionate about my ability to make my life what I want.

I feel like I am growing into myself - I am becoming the woman I've hoped to be for so long.

I am at the start of a long journey, a journey that feels like it's going to be an uphill battle for a while - however I am looking forward to every step, and the strength I will gain along the way.

I want to be the best I can be.

I don't want or need to be the best person or better than anyone else... I just want to the best I can be, I want to know that I have fulfilled my potential - no matter what that may be.

I feel like a kid at the start of the school year aiming for an 'A' or even an 'A+'.

I don't want to find myself at age 60 - 70 or 80 - looking back on my life - and thinking 'if only' or 'why didn't I just give it a go' or 'I could have done and become so much more'.

My new attitude and self belief has me preparing for the overhaul of the next section of my life...

What would I attempt if I knew I could not fail.......

... I would - No I will successfully create a writing career for myself.

I have had a passion for writing since I was seven years old.

My crushed confidence and self defeating internal dialogue have always told me I shouldn't even try because the defeat would be too devastating. The defeat would end a life long dream and then I would have nothing to look forward to in the future.

Well the new me is saying - a dream is no where near as good a goal that has been achieved.

I will not let fear hold me back!

Failure is not an option. Every step - whether deemed to be successful or unsuccessful - is a step towards making it happen. Either I have a win or I have a lesson - from which I can find an opportunity to grow.

I am ready to find a way to make this happen. I am ready to go for it!